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Bleak

(Howard Aronson)

This lyric is about what your life is like when you're using drugs, it's bleak. It's amazing that I wrote this lyric while I'm sober, because it reminds me so much of being high. You know I know that I'm a smart guy, but I don't know where it all went wrong and how my life became such a living hell. I really needed to find answers, and I found them in a higher power or in other words God, I find them in my meetings, I find them in meetings with my therapist, and I find them when I just have discussions with myself. It's really important to be introspective. Today my life is not bleak, it's full of happiness and joy.

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When will the nightmares go away
Im afraid to sleep anymore
Is this the price I have to pay
For walking through that door

Am I so bad
Do I really deserve this
Seems so sad
Where did I go amiss

I need to find the answer's
That I seek
To help me out
Of a life so bleak
So fucking bleak

I wish the deamons would leave me 
Alone
I wish everyone in their glass houses
Would stop throwing stones

I'm a child of God
I should be treated as such
All I want is to be loved
And to feel his touch

I need to find the answer's
That I seek
To help me out
Of a life so bleak
So fucking bleak

I need to find the answer's
That I seek
To help me out
Of a life so bleak
So fucking bleak

I know it won't be easy
The sickness has a hold on me
I know it won't be easy
The sickness has a hold on me
It's so bleak
It's so bleak
It's so bleak
It's been so fucking bleak
Bleak....

Throw your arms around me
Cover me, cover me
Save me save me
Cuz it's so bleak
So fucking bleak

© Howard Aronson 2022

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