Why me

(Jordan Lewis)

Trying to trust the girl everyone calls a hoe. Losing trust in her and family.

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You crossed me i never dreamt of crossing you 
but you fantasized so from the start not a damn thing was true
I tried not to let your past get to me hoping it would start forgetting you 
because i forgive you since i know what you've been through

I told you how much i loved you and that it was just you and me hoping you wouldn't be bruising me 
with the life that you've lived that took so much you wanted nothing to do with what it give
I poured my heart out from the start im not afraid to love maybe showing you something 
you've never seen would hasten us

But all that shit you said back was a bluff all them lil white lies turned into a bust 
now you wide open and theres way too many people it was supposed to just be us
So how you dating them and fucking him you portray the victim 
and then you grieve i don't want to stay but somehow i can't leave

I know who you want to be and I'm in love with her 
I want to do right by her i want to be right by her 
But this shit hurt way too much how this become a family issue private property yo why you had to touch
You got your own so what you think you gone hone by taking mine as time past i came to find

Now trust issues exist once a hoe always a hoe there is no exit 
once my brother now someone i want to smother im gone let this be known 
even if i got to take the skeleton out the cupboard 
Y'all been cooking yo lies my two loved ones are mr and mrs smith in disguise 

Now look what you made me do i had to break yo jaw and bitch i hate you too
It really do be yo own can't trust blood and can't trust love God 
if you there put me on to someone i can lean on above
Because im coming quick i ain't been here long but im already sick

Sick and tired of the lying
Sick and tired of the fighting
Sick and tired of the cheating

Wasted tears from crying and weeping alone by myself is too dangerous 
when i start thinking that knife starts sinking an X on my chest 
i need to feel that sting im in love with a heaven on earth 
but not the hell that it bring
© Jordan Lewis 2018