I Hate Me Too

(Karianne Gabaldon)

A song about having a verbally abusive father. This is your letter to him.

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(Verse 1) 
 
I’m blocking out the words you say to help me through the night 
Your horrid words, they stain like paint, I’m sick of all our fights 
I’m crying here alone, hey, haven’t you heard the news? 
You love me when it’s convenient, I’m so sick of being used  
 
(Verse 2) 
 
I have a terrible time remembering why you are even here 
I have an awful time feeling beautiful when I look inside the mirror  
I see something that you think I am, something you would only say  
And I’m sorry for being here now, just know I’m not okay 
 
(Chorus) 
 
I hate me too, I hate me even more 
I hate that we can’t get along anymore 
I hate your act, I hate your anger 
I hate that you always put me in danger 
 
(Verse 3) 
 
I love it when your high spirit shows me love and affection, but 
When you’re angry, all I wanna do is sit on my floor and cry and cut 
I’m attached you because you’re all I have, don’t get it, all I want is you 
But please just understand that I am over feeling blue 
 
(Verse 4) 
 
You always loved me when I was vulnerable and never had someone 
I will miss you when I leave this earth, when my final days are done 
And I’ll always ever hold you dear like my teddy bear when I was five 
I might as well just give it up and kiss myself goodbye  
 
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