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(Verse 1)
I woke up in a cold sweat, my endless fight,
My mind’s going miles, torn between wrong and right,
Sand goes through the hourglass like money being tight,
I’ve had enough of it so I’ll just say goodnight.
Oh, my sweet-shadowed nightmare inside my head,
We’re playing a game of Red Rover but he sends me on instead,
The howling wolves, the demon dreams are getting to my bed,
I’d hate to say it but I’d be better off dead.
(PreChorus)
And I know you cared once but you don’t care anymore,
That my once sunny days are now a dreary downpour.
(Chorus)
I’m stuck here in my head, I’ve got demons after me,
Trotting along an Ice Nine song while he kills me slowly,
In my bed,
Die instead,
‘Cause I am stuck here in my head.
(Verse 2)
Can’t get comfortable tonight, my room’s faded to black,
The tar keeps oozing on through and rushes straight to my back,
The hungry ones they make up for everything I lack,
Inside my dark mind, they’re just fluid-filled sacs.
And they had called me down for dinner,
I’m the sinner,
Who betrayed my own faults,
I am stuck inside their vault.
And I can’t concentrate anymore,
Shut the closed door,
They’re here for me again,
I never seem to really win.
And I am here until my death day,
I stand right in plain sight and say,
Hey,
I am here now come and play.
I stand right in the four corners,
Wait until the coroner,
Takes my place,
And they reverse my saddened face.
(PreChorus)
And I know you cared once but you don’t care anymore,
That my once sunny days are now a dreary downpour.
(Chorus)
I’m stuck here in my head, I’ve got demons after me,
Trotting along an Ice Nine song while he kills me slowly,
In my bed,
Die instead,
‘Cause I am stuck here in my head.
(Bridge)
And maybe my dark days will be brighter,
Maybe I’m doomed for dear life,
But maybe this girl is a fighter,
Who has stowed away the knife.
Enough said,
Shouldn’t wed,
‘Cause I am stuck here in my head.
And I tell my friends I am fine but thats furthest from the truth,
My schizophrenia has really stolen my youth,
It’s a thief of time,
But it’s mine,
Hey, back again in my head.
Now, my voices have controlled me,
For the last time, I’m hoping,
Someday I’ll,
Have a new claim to file.
Maybe my lawyer,
Will destroy her,
The delusion that soiled,
My beguile,
It’s gone on for awhile.
My demise in Heaven never to be,
In Hell, I’ll sit here sad and gloomy,
Burn,
You’ll have to wait your turn.
And the girl who sat in best friends’ bathrooms,
Air Duster, Comet, Pain Pills happened,
To cope,
I nearly sliced my throat.
Days have gone by fast with no reflector on,
Instead I’m looking at myself through a game of ping pong,
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