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These are fictional lyrics about a young lady diagnosed with cancer. I wrote a fan fiction short story called Lucy In The Sky and I made a song for it...this is that very song.

These lyrics are about knowing that you have mental problems but embracing them. Embracing the fact that you’re psychotic; that your illness doesn’t control you, you control your illness. Pretty much, the reason I wrote this was because ever since I was first diagnosed (16 years old), I’ve been made fun of, teased, abandoned, etc... so I just thought it’d be a fun way of saying, “hey! I know I’m crazy but that’s okay!” It’s a little weird, yes. I agree. Oh and another major reason these words came to mind is because us schizophrenics are constantly being judged and underrated just because of the way we “act out”, but I just want to say that not every schizophrenic is that way, and not every psychotic break is that way. We don’t like to be judged in an unfriendly manner. It’s not fair.

This one is about me as well. You see, I’m in very bad health mentally (with schizoaffective disorder) and pretty bad shape physically as well. I have a lot of both mental and physical problems. And these words came to me whenever I was feeling like nobody cared about my health. People kept calling me a hypochondriac until the doctors finally figured me out...for the most part. My family and friends felt like idiots. But these lyrics don’t seem like much and they kind of seem a little boring, but believe me, I had feeling when I wrote this.

A very depressing song I wrote whenever I was going through a rough time. 95% of my lyrics come from my heart, experience, and state of mind at the moment. So I just was feeling this. The rest of my lyrics that don’t are just fictional. Or about someone else.

Inspired by Kendrick Lamar song: Fear. This song travels across multiple topics such as fear, depression, and causes of pain and frustration.