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When you see an ex partner and you remember how much you miss them

When you have an instant attraction to someone

Like Alice in the rabbit hole.

This is a lyric about a relationship where I know it's over and she's not fooling me at all. I confront her and ask her to tell me the truth about what's really going on even though I know in my heart what it is. I know that sometimes love is so hard to let go of just like the person is. It's really hard to say goodbye. But at times you know love is blind as they say, and to walk away is the last thing you want to do love is full of pain, love is like the blues hence the name of the song

This lyric is about when I was using drugs, mostly crack cocaine. I remember there was a time when I was in my living room drinking a beer and smoking crack and I thought to myself I've been up for 6 days what a run this has been. I'll tell you I felt like I was just killing myself, and what a fucked up way of doing it. It was slow and painful. By this time in my using career, it was no fun to be had the only thing that I had was I had to do it. Mentally I just couldn't stop the thoughts from racing in my head, to use drugs, and numb everything out. It's a really messed up feeling, one that I don't want to ever feel again. I know today, at least for today I won't be out on another run.