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This song is about a guy whose wife suddenly dies; they had no kids. He starts to drink excessively and spirals downwards, losing his home. He has no other family near him, and he hits the bottom --the abyss. He finds the inner strength to change as he knows it is a long road back. He has the shakes; he sees the demons and screams out because he thinks that they are coming to get him. After a long haul he has climbed the abyss.

This is about a tough battle with any nerve disorder such as Trigeminal Neuralgia, MS, etc. and it is written for awareness and for better understanding of what these patients go through on a daily basis. Multiple Sclerosis and other nerve issues is no joke. Let’s get people more in the know—spread love not hate about the facts—not fiction about neurological disorders. I hope you enjoy.

This song is about a friend of mine who thought she was so special, and didn't appreciate me or anyone else to try to help her. No matter what I do, or how much I supported her, she'd always want to take more, and never take ownership for her own shit. I had to tell her that she wasn't special, that other people had problems the same as hers. Hey, even I had problems. You can never think you're so special, that it keeps you from reality

I'm just surprised I'm still writing this. For everything I've done in my life that was fucked up, all the drugs I've bought, are the lies I've told, all the people I've heard, I'm still surprised I have friends that love me and care about me. I'm learning to care about myself too

I've always been somebody who wanted to run from my problems. I just put them on a back burner or shelf so to speak, and not deal with them at all. Then I started using drugs to deal with my problems because it helped me forget them, never mind putting them on a shelf. But once I started to face my problems, and get honest with myself about them, I could learn to cope with those issues that I didn't want to deal with.