Gerard O'Riley

Disstrack gegen Kool Savas

after everything that happened after all these lies after all these tears and broken hearts you're still in my head - i broke my own heart loving you - that's what this song is about

This song dives into the kind of love that feels like walking on broken glass—where you’re terrified of losing someone, so you start shrinking yourself just to keep them close. It captures the late-night overthinking, the self-blame, the desperation to hold on. It’s raw, vulnerable, and brutally honest, the kind of song people cling to when they’re trying to love someone who keeps slipping away.

This track explores shapeshifting your whole identity just to feel wanted. It’s about bending rules, changing masks, and becoming whatever someone else needs—until you don’t even recognize yourself anymore. It’s emotional, intense, and painfully relatable for anyone who’s ever chased approval like survival. A song for the people-pleasers who are tired of pretending but don’t know how to stop.

These lyrics tell a powerful story of breaking free from control and reclaiming identity. Blending raw emotion with bold, cinematic imagery, the song moves from fear and silence to strength and self-liberation. With its rising energy and anthemic chorus, it captures the moment someone steps out of their cage and becomes unstoppable.