In My Past

(Sad Monarch)

This is a song about heartbreak and dealing with that heartbreak by confronting what is causing it. This is really an honest song about a failed relationship and wanting to move on from it.

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yeah, you don’t look much different and i guess you still don’t listen but it’s not my place to say all the things about you i hate oh i would go across the world just to get away from you, oh girl you’ve trashed my house and burned my clothes again but oh babe don’t try to ever get in contact come by and i’ll leave you out there like that apologize but i can’t take it anymore i don’t wanna see you at my door i just want this whole thing in my past all day i’m getting texts and their from you won’t change if you wanna hear the truth i can’t keep on playing this charade i don’t feel the same way i just want this whole thing in my past i’ve been drowning in the sorrow kept company with a bottle, well i’d rather be a sad drunk instead of being your last one oh i would go anywhere as long as you’re not there cause all this time i be been fair but you? oh babe don’t try to ever get in contact come by and i’ll leave you out there like that apologize but i can’t take it anymore i don’t wanna see you at my door i just want this whole thing in my past all day i’m getting texts and their from you won’t change if you wanna hear the truth i can’t keep on playing this charade i don’t feel the same way i just want this whole thing in my past i just want this whole thing in my past i just want this whole thing in my past don’t try to ever get in contact come by and i’ll leave you out there like that apologize but i can’t take it anymore i don’t wanna see you at my door i just want this whole thing in my past all day i’m getting texts and their from you won’t change if you wanna hear the truth i can’t keep on playing this charade i don’t feel the same way i just want this whole thing in my past i just want this whole thing in my past i just want this whole thing in my past

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