Gerard O'Riley

When you spend so much time building up a life for yourself and Everytime it falls down, it collapses like a house of cards but come to find out there wasn't anything wrong with what you were doing or have been doing, you were just made to feel like you were doing wrong like you needed to change something but you were secretly falling victim to a system that only allowed you to see what they wanted you to see.

Wrote this for anyone that has ever stayed in a toxic relationship with the false expectations that the person you think you love will somehow change and start being a better person instead of being evil and doing such awful things to everyone for reasons that will always be unknown.

This was made for someone who I’ve been trying to forget about when I write music but instead I always end up writing about this person and never realize it until it’s finished.

This is about the depression and anxiety I've dealt with throughout my life. It feels as if it restrains me from doing things I know I should be able to do.

I’ve gone through some pretty dark times, as I’m sure many of us have. This song was written for my wife a way of saying - feel my pain, but don’t let go.