My Grudge

(Karianne Gabaldon)

A depressing piece about someone hating themself so badly that they are their worst enemy and hold a self-grudge. Hurting themself into oblivion. I must admit that this was me until I got help. I am no longer this person due to newfound self-love. I hope those who feel this way get the help that they need as well. I love you and God loves you.

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(Verse 1) I have to leave the blinds sealed shut because I choose defeat Knowing that I’ll never rest until I can rest in peace Doing damage on my skin and all of my organs Keeping all my sins at bay just so I’ll sin again There’s a shout-out in my tears that go out to the ones I’ve hurt There’s a bleeding in myself that won’t stop ‘til I’m in the dirt I am one with the sky because I hate myself to death There’s no reason left to cry because I have no tears left (Chorus) My grudge is me I am my enemy I am a murderer Haven’t you heard I’m guilty My grudge is bad I’ll take all I’ve ever had Just so I’ll maybe die Give it a try Be free (Verse 2) Oh Karianne what have you done You’ve made a mess with your own problems It’s hard to say with a straight face that I don’t hate on anyone I have a sick way of wishing you to the grave So I guess it’s true, I do hate You’re a sick, twisted, vile, sad excuse who deserves to end her fate Am I bitch for just wanting you to achieve your dream Or a monster for allowing you to rip apart your seams I’m the evil, nasty side of you that haunts you in your sleep So stop the victim act ‘cause we’re past that, take this everlasting leap. (Chorus) My grudge is me I am my enemy I am a murderer Haven’t you heard I’m guilty My grudge is bad I’ll take XXX XXXXXX XXXX XXX XXXX XX XXXXXX XXXXX XXX XXXX XX X XXX XX XXXX XXXXXXXX XXX XX XXXXX XXXXX XXXX X XXX XXX XXXX XXXXX XX XXXXXXX X XXXX XXXX XX XXX XXX XXXX XXXX XXXXX XXXXXXX X XXXX XXX XXX XXXX XXXX XX XX X XXXXXX XXXX XXXX XXXX XX XXXXX X XXXX XXX XXXXXXXXX XX XXX XXX XXXX XXXX XXX XXXX XXXX XXXXX XX XXXX XX XXXX XXX XXXX XX XX XXX XXX XXXXXXXX XX XXXXXX XXXX XXXX XXXXXX XXXXX XXXX XXXX XX XXXX XXXXXXX XXXX XXXXXXX XX XXXXXX XX XX X XX XX XXXXX X XX X XXXXXXXX XXXXXXXXX XXX XXXXX XXXXX XXXXXX XX XXXXXX XX XXX XXXXXX XXXX XXX XXXXXX XXXX XXX XXXX XX XXXXXX XXXXX XXX XXXX XX X XXX XX XXXX

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